Tomorrow is the big day! I start for first class in almost 6 years. I am excited and nervous at the same time. This is a big step. There is that lingering fear that I will fail. I keep reminding myself that I can do this. I can handle school. It may take me a little while to complete my degree, but I don’t care how long it takes. This is my hearts desire.
My first class will be on lifelong learning. It’s basically an intro to online learning thought Indiana Wesleyan University. I was accepted to IWU 7 years ago with honors. But my fears triumphed over my dreams. I was so afraid to leave home. To be away from what made me feel safe. I know I am going back online, but that is still a huge thing. For me to commit to something like this. To push those fears aside and take that leap of faith. I know I will be caught. I will not hit the ground.
I always had a plan for life. College, marriage, and then kids. So the order is a little different. I had a child, got married, had two more kids and now I am hitting the books. Maturity has made me ready for school. My children have taught me valuable lessons for life. I want them to know that no matter what, you can achieve your goals. Even if it takes a few extra years, you can do whatever you put your mind to. Dream big and then achieve it.
